hello. my name is marszha deborah (17) i have 10 assignments and i lost my pen tablet. i'm going to die in a minute, end of introductions. just listened to radiohead's paranoid android after a 7 month pause. and radiohead is still awesome the way they are. i'm so happy to know them. okay, then. i'm going to make my 2011 wish list.

1. a better brain
2. more amigos
3. no addings, or replacements
3. i mean the 'replacements'
4. skill on japanese
5. another place to live in
6. amnesia

this is just another pointless entry, thank you.
merry christmas and happy new year.

okay hello (´ ∀ `) lazy me here. and this is now my favorite smiley (´ ∀ `)

because it represents me.
i just read ueda’s NEET MAN ‘s translation. and realized i AM lazy. i am super lazy there are no one
no one can beat my laziness. even patrick star~ (´ ∀ `)
ooh nothing. nothing. here is KAT-TUN - CHANGE UR WORLD PV Preview
ah johnny have take it back na. but it’s so awesome please see

ah uepi.. so cute.
junno’s hair is.. erm.. LOV! JUNNO I LOVE YOU JUNNO
*don’t mind me i’m just so crazy over KT but i’m a passive fan
like, i’m so late and i didn’t even talk in forums. oh boo me
i am so lazy na so lazy so lazy~ (´ ∀ `)

this one is hey say jump’s new single~! wait for the PV na wait wait wait. i’m sure it’ll be awesome
and oh yamachii(HIKKA) would sing this in tomorrow’s school kakumei oyey. i can’t wait to hear chinen’s
TEREMAKASHI! LIKE WTH THEY RECOGNIZE INDONESIA!?

O IM A HAPPY FOX (´ ∀ `) ahahaahahany~

oh and they say salamat po and xie xie gracias and the others

kat-tun.. why are you so westernn (^W^)/ i’m here in asia, and im proud oho kbye

okay i haven;t been saying this 'wtf' much since i got into japan-ish stuff but WTF seriously!?
so many things happened. it's almost scary. and i don't know if i should be happy or not. ok oh well, you know maybe i'm the laziest girl on earth. no really.
i shouldn't, attend college.
look, i have many unfinished assignments
oh if only i can turn on the autobot mode.
well! i'm here watching orthos no inu (the dog of orthos)

i haven't seen nishikido ryo since one litre of tears. he's cute na :D
HIKARU's SO CUTE THERE! HA HA HA- o, zannen desu ne?
i can't post piccy. what a lame net.
oh well check here! ==> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Orthros_no_Inu
BYE~

hai, i don't care if-- people in facebook read this. they'll just say, "gosh, she's still at it na!?"
okay, back to the new blogspot. hai, i'm in the worst shape now,
i could tell you from the beggining but it'll just be, a, waste.

so, college is starting and i can barely open facebooks, or continue my fanfictions (it isn't that good tho, the fanfiction) and i'm so tired, now i'm in a fever state and i have a heavy headache, but i have to go to campus on o6.oo tho- and i began to think, that i'm not that good, why am i so confident to take this subject? i think, my skill is only vary on manga, or on imagination side-
but i got so confident back then because i got the grade 1 thingy, but no- i'm not good at all
my father said, what is said will happen. but i'm not swearing on myself, i'm saying the truth
ne, kami-sama? i think, i'm just stuck on my dreams, i have so many of them but i let go-
that's the hardest part.. (yeay MCR)

well i can't give up now, can i?
yeah- so i don't know just do it, i don't know

i'm so jealous at chinen (chinen yuri) yeah why is he, so, cute.
he's so cute, still in high school, have yama-chan, have many good friends
and he looks happy na. i'm so jealous, so jealous. why aren't i japanese?
*i know it starting to be a whining sht

oh! today SHINee is coming to indonesia! yey! hey! what am i excited for? i am not a fan
no really, i'm not a fan. but i'm excited! because i'm happy for their fans. they must be so happy, have fun ne, shawol. idk when Hey! Say! JUMP going to come here, maybe won't be happening. yup. but i'm interested in taemin tho--- because some tweets i read-
oh well, okay-
i have to go now
it's 5;46 AM
well ja ne..
i want to vomit T_T it hurts, my body..

Rank	Hey! Say! JUMP Ranking Favorite (Top) to Least Favorite (Bottom)

UNYU ISN'T THAT CUTE?

i tried it HERE
well i don't know why i got chinen.maybe i'm just so crazy over this tiny cutie bun chinen now? i always tought my favorite is yama-chan.but he's so.. so.i don't know,haha but i will still think of him of my ichiban,he brought me to JE.thanks yama-chan! and inoo,it fits me.ofcourse inoo! and mori too.ah sorry keito i didn't mean to,i just didn't know a lot about you yet.
try it too!

KIOTSUKETE!

naze anata no subete dake de shinu koto wa nai no desu ka? Domo arigatou!

found it on hunting bears hm.it's cute right? well nothing happened i'm forced to work at some works again.school works.and i can't talk to alyssa.and tomorrow will be boring or maybe tiring again.i don't know what to say,or what to do.maybe i should get back to work again.

xo
marszha

i felt bad again but no worries everything's are organized.poor douche! i felt bad,really bad man.
i wish i didn't sounds that iMoO_+

did i?
i'm so sorry so sosrrrry :(
092-1308408129u3jr89
i need a life,fast.or more like..
i need a personal pc! fast!

wohkey! let's stop writing in big fonts! because cap locks sucks! yeah so,my dad's jusst got home last night i haven't been here like a month i was like on off like you know,i dont know yeah dont take this too seiuslee well i dont know! im not copying thom yorke in typing! im just feeling bad you know,not the guitly lovey dovey but i feel bad how egoistic! yes i'm egoistic i want everrythiing back! YEZZZ back,come back here! son of a bitch.oops i hope none of my teachers reading this shits because you know,i added some teachers on fb hah! how weird is thaytt.indonesia is obsessed in OLINE! HOW BRILLIANT! stop caplocking you dumfuck! ohk.i mean,yeah this is the most honest blog post i've ever typen wtf typen? in the whole entry you knoew yeah just so you know..wait! so someone's really there? no! ok,i'll stop now..

21st Century Breakdown

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i was having a heavy final exam for a week and yesterday i saw green day's new single : "know your enemy" i was in shock! billie joe doesn't seem to age at all.three years and he still looked like that.mom said he looks like gerard,is he? probably not.but he looks young.i wish i looks younger when i'm 30 or 40 like thom,no.like jonny.well,just a wish.i've started making a recording of something,i don't know..
i made a poet? or a story? not sure.it's like random notes..

my laptop is a

XP AGAIN!
but i love the iTunes on this thing.

i like the display,i just downloaded hail to the thief by torrents..
it's fucking 2;45 maybe i better get a sleep,maybe.

beyatch!
okay i was terrified by a fatal frame walktrough on youtube by snake it's fucking scary i tell you!
sorry for the language haha demon demon.try play that game,it's really fun you know.
the walktrough


aww about the gerard picture
he's a bit ginger! i miss strawberry shortcake's
hair on his head :)

why so green and lonely?

oh this is so pretty isn't it? i draw it on
the paint and edit it on the photoshop but i'm still not good at it anyway.

so my life,is a sad life.
i don't know why.i'm not emo
yesterday when i put on my fb status like "the person who type this is pathethic bla bla" someone said it's so screamo.i mean,what the fuck is wrong with that?

so what if i'm sad? i'm a screamo emo? ice cream? i am sad what is wrong with that.i don't know how to get rid of this life.i want to die but it's just i still have kind and loving friends


a walkind disaster.and an accident
well i think that's me.but hell! what am i talking about?
well,i'm not that sad now anyway.i don't know hearing laughters could make
on person's happy.well that person is thom yorke haha.friggin' radiohead they
are eating my spare time! i don't want to die yet because someone said their album's going to come
out late this year.and mcr probably have some surprises too don't you think? and green day is going to launch an album just in a short time this year.fucking great! i have a sad life yet i still want to live it.but the greatest factors is my friends.what i mean by friends,real friends.not all the happy sappy single-serving friends.and you know who am i talking about didn't you?

yes you haha :))
well that's enough for today
x

gift

i have a gift and it's my bestfriend
thank you.
i don't have the ability to say how much
i'm thankful for her.for god.i still want to get amnesia
but i don't want to erase her from my mind
and the others.
i think my point maybe is :
i want to be a better person i want to stop killing people
and killing time.i want to be a bulletproof,i want to go home.

i;m so thankful
thank you,

i love you :'(

hello!
hello screen.i'm so lonely i don't know why.
but i don't want to go on the messengers.

i'm so pathethic i could laugh at myself right now.because i was so pathethic.maybe you don't know.now i know why girls in school,laughed at me.calling me names.because i AM pathethic.i'm a loser.i can't get things right.i'm wasting my money every second i typed this.i got economical problems and everyone thinks i have everything.i'm greedy.i am greedy! everyone too! oh hell! turkey! douchebags! nuthead! i don't know what to say! i hate everyone i hate myself! i want to be someone else.please give me amnesia!

then i will be a brand new person! i won't lie.i won't lie i won't
i won't lie to my personal rainbows.i won't be a dumbass i won't be lazy i won't be calling names and gossiping i won't have a crush at every boys i won't sit here n front of the computer and wasting my parent's money.i won't do it all! i'll erase myself.and i will receive jesus as my saviour from the first place.i'll be a butterfly.i won't be weird.it's okay if i'm not talented anymore.i just want to have a normal life..

i just want a normal life.
i wan't a rewind button.i need the eraser.
i want a normal life like everyone else.i want a life.get a life marsz! please.even myself said that to me.i'm a douche bag.that whores in school are better than me.they had a life.a normal one.they're not dreadful and full of sin like me.i am.they are far better than me.even emos are better from me.everyone is better! why i have a friend? that's the question.i still have a lot to say.but i guess i'll stop now.
please forget me :)

darn people on facebook will be seeing this since i subscribed this from blogspot!
it's okay tho.i want them to laugh at me hahahaha..haha..! what a sad day! :))

xox
marszha
p.s:
->
look at thom's old hair! isn't that so scene-boys type? haha sorry i don't have anything to do anymore so..yeah bye

yeah,i know i'm a loser.today i went to jibc and i can't talk,yes i can't talk! i can't talk english to them but i tought i was so good! i was so good at english.nobody beats me in english test.at least in my class.but i can't talk.and i felt like a complete weirdo.i wish i was mexican.i wish i was japanese.or phillipians or whatever! but at least god let me breath until now.choke me with foods.that's a parabole.but i felt like a complete weirdo and a loser too.i feel very ashamed.

really.i really did.i know i'm not rich or whatsoever so i'm not very fond of joining those kids.okay sorry i'm too emotional right now.mani wish anyone would understand this.but i know.i know jesus understand.i'm trying to work at that statement.i wish something could happen.

marsz

hello blogspot!

i will start with a warm yellow hello! we are the pixels in the screen
greetings to you all! greetings.you can't attack us no no :)
so i'm here to talk about miley cyrus again! like in my multiply
no no okay i'm just playing around.

this will be on my facebook so.
i don't know what to talk about *sigh*
i play a retard game.i buy it because the main character
looks like previous gerard way! yes gerard way
strawberry shortcake! anyone?
but i don't like her that much i love lemon meringue!
she's cute :)

xoxo
marsz

YELLOW!
WAIT! that's an orange!

ahem,

yellow! so i was wondering what am i writing for haha i mean i guess nobody is reading eh? eh! but i like,no wait i love writing! maybe i can make this my diary haha! right.right oh stoopid brat.so here i am in front of my laptop.he's going away few hours later because it's full of virus and my brother's going to install mac in him yay!

alright.
NONE,NONE of my friends is on :(
when i missed them! okay.

okay..

THIS SHIT IS HARD :))
i will come back later
xo
marsz<3 anyway look at that douche.sorry for the words. its just! he's too cute -__-
am i stealing mcr pics!?

MILEY CYRUS?
and
THOM YORKE?

http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/thedishrag/2009/03/miley-cyrus-sti.html

EEP! EEP! EEP!
miley cyrus is going to destroy radiohead!
*ezzzzzbuzzzzzzz*
HIDE!!

xo
marsz

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down is the new up

okay i'm new to this blogger thing so yeah
i don't know if someone would read this in the future
down is the new up don't you know?
it is for me.

you are located on a website
from an avoidant personality disorder
haha why am i so weird?
tomorrow is my birthday.
oh wait,it's 1.o3 am now
it's my birthday!
no 12am greeting eh..
but my personal rainbows greeted me earlier.

:)
xo
marsz