i know i'm a loser

yeah,i know i'm a loser.today i went to jibc and i can't talk,yes i can't talk! i can't talk english to them but i tought i was so good! i was so good at english.nobody beats me in english test.at least in my class.but i can't talk.and i felt like a complete weirdo.i wish i was mexican.i wish i was japanese.or phillipians or whatever! but at least god let me breath until now.choke me with foods.that's a parabole.but i felt like a complete weirdo and a loser too.i feel very ashamed.

really.i really did.i know i'm not rich or whatsoever so i'm not very fond of joining those kids.okay sorry i'm too emotional right now.mani wish anyone would understand this.but i know.i know jesus understand.i'm trying to work at that statement.i wish something could happen.

marsz